Another Miscarriage

May 27, 2010

I am very, very sad.

Our gestational carrier (surrogate) had another ultrasound on Tuesday and there was no heartbeat left in our little embryo.

We are crushed.

I am sad.

My husband is sad.

The carrier, A, is sad.

My mom is sad.

It’s just a really sucky situation.  We’ve been though so much to try to have a baby and now having another miscarriage just feels so unfair.  I really tried to keep my hopes in check through that first ultrasound, and decided after that to go ahead and let hope live, and it feels now like I was sucker-punched.

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